Thinking of us

I was thinking of us last night

And the times we shared

How good we were

But now we are apart

Yet we still have our

Dreams

in our Dreams we are together

Holding hands on the beach

Talking all night under the silver moon

Kissing and holding each other tight

Dreams

For no matter the distance

Or the obstacle

I will always belong to you

For we are meant for each other

not only in reality, but also in ourDreams

Pain

I am overwhelmed by one thing
A thing you dont wish to anybody
This is called pain
And its caused by a few words
I am angry and destroyed from inside
Caused because of a fucking comment
I feel devastated
All I can think of is pain and hate
Does this end good
Or will it all be over
This depends on something
A hell of a good excuse
Just remind this
Dont fuck with me!!!

Ice Rain

As the ice rain fell

To the ground below

A girl in black

Looked up at the sky

She said

Why can't I leave this hell

I think it would do me well

She took a small blade

From her skirt pocket

She placed it at

Her porcelin tanned skin

And ran the cold metal

Down the length of her arm

As the ice rain fell down

To the emo girl below

The rain seeped in

To her rose colored blood

She said

End it all now

Please I ask of you

Please let it end

Fall down on me

Her blood dripped

To the ground below

And her body fell

Silent and slow

The ice rain fell down

To her body below

As her soul went to heaven

Still all alone

Without you

Without you

The night is utterly long

Nothing but deep silence

That speaks your name

And repeats it softly

Again and again

Yet a burning candle in the corner

Burns me within as well

Without you tonight

Eyes weep calmly

And heart mourns quietly

Yet this night

Speaks nothing but silence..

Laugh

People tell me to laugh

Dont look sad, and not to cry

But I dont know what its like

To be so happy

I really do like to cry

I keep falling down

I want to die

Bue people keep telling me 'no'

You cant go, we wont let you

They wont let me

People tell me to laugh

Dont look sad and not to cry

But they dont know what its like

To be just like me, so unhappy

I really do

I'm alone, listening to the sea

The sea which I made down on my knee

I hope you dont mind if I cry

Cause I still dont understand

Why I told you?

While I'm crying and writing this piece of poetry

I want you to hold me, I want you to see

How much I care, how much I love you

I want you to know, I really do!

Love Rhythm

At first when I saw you I gave a smile

And you saved it in your file

And thought to conquer me with a trial

When you realized the inner me was so fragile

But you could never know me so real

Then when I gave you my hand

You held it so tight & felt a bond

And you treasured it & felt so glad

Now you knew there was a special bond

Later realized it as the friendship band

Then I began to see things in your eye

Which was far beyond the sky

Now I was certain that we shared a tie

Not to break, treasured it so high

Later realized, it was worth a try

Finally, when I gave you my heart

You heard its tune & felt your defeat

The thought of us break was a shiver in the feet

Obviously, it was a fright of heat

The only answer to this was a wedding treat.

Rain

It has been raining all night and it does my heart good. It somehow gives me a reassurance when the first rain comes. A reassurance that the world has the ability to replenish itself, to mend itself and feed itself. It feels so good that nature still occurs (in a time and place where nature is scorned, scorched, scarred and is seen as a scourge) and this rain feels like a sign of that (nature still occurring). It will make me rest more easy. Drought is the worst of things, and water is the greatest of gifts.

Global warming sucks... A decline in ice will lead us to another ice age. Ironic. This ice age, although it will be a cleansing thing, it will mar the earth in its coming. Trees will be frozen out and soil will be covered, and carbon dioxide will only more saturate the air. Man will suffer, (animal will suffer) and all by his own doing. "Don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you got till its gone, pave paradise, put up a parking lot" - Joni Mitchell a line from Big Yellow Taxi, a sentiment with so many meanings that are applicable to so many situations and is no less befitting than to that of the situation i make mention of now. Eventually though, the salinity of the Atlantic ocean will equalize, convasion will be restored, and the ice will recede. The glaciers, having wiped out civilization, will leave room for reforestation. The reforestation will put the earth and its atmosphere back into a balanced state, and all can begin anew. I have no doubts about mans ability to survive through all this (via adaptation and ingenuity). If historical account of the way things were before is continued and survives, then hopefully man shall learn from all this, and will be able to live in balance with the earth; for living in balance with the earth is the only way to insure our survival as a species short of jetting out into space to go ruin another planet.

So rain makes me happy, cause it makes nature happy... and it gives us a little more leeway (in the form of time) to try to prevent our self caused destruction. With all optimism and hope, i cheer the rain, nature, and man on.

Confused goodbye

There never was a reason
Why?
Always lingering
as if a cloud in the sky
I sit and think and nothing comes
Through miles and miles my mind does run
Of memories shared
Everything that was ever said or done
I try to seeWhen your heart turned
Away from me
When the weather changed
From a soft warm breeze
To freezing rain tearing
My heart into pieces
Bringing me down to my knees
As tears roll down
Like autumn leaves
Forgotten
Not daring to make a sound
Confusion, Pain, and sorrow
Seem to always surround
These feelings I hide
Though in this search they seem to be
All I can find
But I still hope
You will share with me
The reason why you felt the need
To say Goodbye

Promise

Take me away

I dont want to see another day

Take me into the screaming silence of hell

Give me rest

Let me heal

Dont want to be a part of this spinning wheel

Go away and never come back

You killed me with your broken promise

You slowly broke my neck..

Deserted

Every Desert

Is but an orphaned beach

Abandoned long ago

By ancient seas

Thristy sands

That still dream

Of ocean embraces

I am much like the desert

When we are apart

My thirsty heart

Still dreams of your embrace

As if I were trying

To reunite my soul

With something missing

From myself..

Pulse of Rain

A roll of thunder

A drum roll of sound

The wind stirs up, then dies down

The desert rain is coming

Tage brush and rocks, cool and wet

Smaller raindrops, then the large

Raindrops growing, pulse getting high

Tempo increases, the storms on the verge

Lightening flashes, explosions in the sky

A wild enjoyment of an ever darkening world

The subtle beauty of an ever changing scene

Larger drops falling slowly at first

A slow tempo begins

Now the clouds burst

A symphony of sound

The winds ever changing

Thunders like the clash of cymbals

The pulse gets slower and slower

Murmuring a memory of its former night

Only memories remain, but the scent still lingers

A quiet silence, and all becomes still..

If things were opposite

If everything was opposite

Why?

Less would be more

The poor will be rich

And the rich will be poor

Aeroplanes fly underground

Ships sail up in the sky

Two will be single

One will be a pair

The tortoise runs faster

The hare runs slow

The green light means stop

The red light means go

If things were opposite

I would be you

And you would be me!!!

Smile now... Cry later...

Never trust a smiling face

Because it is not what you think it is

The face can smile

But the soul can cry

So never trust a smiling face

Because it is not what you think

You see...

Why you may ask?

When you are sad

I will dry your tears

When you are scared

I will comfort you fears

When you are worried

I will give you hope

When you are confused

I will help you cope

And when you are lost

And can't see the light

I shall be your beacon

Shining ever so high

This is my oath

I pledge till the end

Why you may ask?

Because you are my LOVE!!!

Talking to the moon

Talking to the moon

Oh, make sense of me, night

You can see so much from your cold height

You have poured a bottle of light from the sun!!!

In all this black, I see a light

Can you spare a beam???

That old moon's got me in its spell

Just me... Talking to the moon!!!

A lie

If its wrong

You say its right

If something is gone

You say it hides

If the world changes

You act like you are still the same

If there are no angels

You say that we are not to blame

If I murder

You say that he just died

If hell does'nt exist

Then heaven is a lie

If we kissed

Then I know what you say is a lie

My first rain in Desert 27/11/08

It rained here today(27/11/08). My first rain in the desert. I dont think that desert misses or craves the rain. It despises it. The rain soaks the ground for a couple of inches and creates a glutinous mud. Butm as you walk you lift off this top layer of mud leaving the dry desert layer exposed. This leaves a weird trainl of dry footprints among the darker mud. The mud then dries and leaves the ground with rock hard indentations and tire and track marks. Rain leaves the earht here scarred and torn...