Sleepless nights

For how many nights,
you want me to shed tears silently?
Imagine one sleepless night,
how it feels?
Answer me honestly
Eyes have swollen,
tears have frozen.
I wonder if you could imagine one sleepless night how it feels?...
How it feels to be hopeless
how it feels when life seems meaningless
how it feels...
When you cry yet
The world cannot imagine...
Yet...
the world cannot imagine the sound of my silence
the visions of my blindness as this was the world,
That you had created
While filling my empty void
During those days when we were married
Now those days are gone,
like a flower it is wilted
now it is me and sleepless nights,
crying in the dark all alone,
all I had was a candle...
Now even that is melted.
All I can do now is do nothing...
except waiting for a ray of hope
for a new dawn from rising!
Waiting to see if ever
This sleepless night will be over....