29 December, 2009

Confusingly desperate!

I can’t tell him
I won’t tell her
My emotions and feelings
They’re all one agonizing blur
My head, it’s spinning
The depression, it’s winning
Everything is upside down
Everything is wrong side out
I am hopelessly blindsided
My wrongs refuse to become righted
I try to understand
But the answers aren’t coming
The left or the right
To me each path’s confusing
I run in the opposite direction
But still my soul is bruising
I can’t even begin to try and escape it
Musn’t resist things that have been fated
Dragging me down like gravity
Event horizon to the black hole of an awful alternative
The swirling vortex of my inside
Refuses to be tamed
Maybe I can’t help it
But I am on the edge of being slain!

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