Weakness!!!

I gave in today
Just a little,
I swear
I've been doing good,
but, I was in such despair
When I found out
I couldn't stop crying
The pain was so bad
I thought I was dying
I'm really not proud
I know it was wrong
That's the problem with weaknesses
Temptation is extra strong
Don't judge me
You don't understand
It calms me down
Like nothing else can