Untouched

I look at him
And a smile growns in my face
Just to remember thet imes
When he could have been mine
As he gives me a hug
While he puts his arms around me
Iremember what I would have gave
To only have a chance with him
But now I see him
In a different light
Yes, he still means the world to me
But now its a different way...
His friendship means a lot to me
Although we never had much anythint else
Now I see why God doesnt answer all prayers
Because some things are left better untouched...

Thinking of you

I spend my time thinking
You were here
I stop and look around
Hoping you were near
Just because you are not with me
Doesnt mean a thing
Its knowing that you know
That I'm your everything
So whenever you feel lonely
Just look inside your heart
And know without a doubt
That in our spirit
We will never be apart

Silence n loneliness

I chose to love you in silence
For in silence, I find no reflections…
I chose to love you in loneliness
For in loneliness, I feel no pain…

You

In the night with the fragrance of flowers
I was thinking about the world…
so many thoughts,
so many worries,
I was thinking about myself…
So many concerns,
So many duties,
The night was passing like this only….
In the web of thoughts,
I was putting more knots of many thoughts only…
I started thinking about the flower,
So beautiful,
So fragrant,
I asked to the flower
In this darkness, who will admire u
Why only at night you grow fresh and bright
Why you don’t want admiration
What you get from this darkness
The web started opening itself,
The flower started talking to me,
The answers came as questions to me,
The flower started asking to me…
Why you have always concern about others
Why you always think about others
Why you are limiting yourself because of others
Listen to your heart,
Listen to your soul,
Always do what you feel,
Feeling does not create worry…
Saying of heart does not give concern…
It gives freedom…
It gives thoughts…
thoughts not to put knots
Thoughts to free you
Thoughts to make ‘YOU’.

I.. Me..

I stood there
Punching some numbers
Into the mobile phone
Desperate to connect;
Thoughts of you
Flashing through my eyes,
The moment that i met you
Is still stored in the memory;
One by one
Just like everybody
The bug slowly crawled its way
And found a shelter within me;
It’s all wrong, it’s all right
My mind cannot make its mind up
My heart skips a beat the moment
Your face lights up inside;
I have no idea what i am talking about
I have no clue what is it i am doing,
It’s off and it’s on, it’s off and it’s on,
One moment i am here and the next somewhere else;
i just pretended its not true,
i just hoped it is true,
it goes round and round
i cannot keep up;
i just wanna talk
just sit back and listen,
when you see me with those eyes
i’ve never felt like this before
you are all i need,
i’m naked around you and it feels so right