Set me free!!!

Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see.
Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end,
I'll finally be free.
Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle.
No more dealing with the arguments and tears,
I'd finally be through with it all.
You just don’t seem to understand
that by keeping me here your making it worse.
If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy,
I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse.
I’m already considering doing this even without your consent.
I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content.
So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist.
Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed.
You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore.
Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure.
You just need to let me go to heaven now,
hopefully God will understand and accept this.
Just tell my hubby I love him and I’m sorry I couldn’t give him one last kiss.
Tell everyone I love them and that I'm sorry I had to go so soon and leave them all behind.
But I just needed to end it all and start a new life so happiness I could find.
These are the last words I'll ever be writing down.
I know they are harsh but don’t worry,
rest your head, be at ease, don’t make a sound.
Know that I love you and always have but I need to think of me right now and so I said goodbye.
Be happy without me and know that I'm somewhere good, somewhere up high.
I just hope your not crying, I want you to know everything will be ok.
I'll be watching over you and listening to what you have to say.
Just have patience, wait till the day, and I'll see you up here in heaven and we can be together.
Except this time things will be better and you'll see me happy, always and forever.
So stop your weeping and know this was the best thing for me
It was my time to go, your time to set me free.

I never want to be alone

Hold me close and don’t let go;
I'm so scared to be alone.
I've been by myself for too long,
And always had to be strong.
Now I only want to rest;
And lay my head on your chest.
Hold me close and don’t let go;
These wars I fight no one knows.
Now whisper how you love me,
Say it tender and softly.I
am weary and soon will sleep,
But with you no longer will I weep.
So hold me close and don't let go,
For I never want to be alone.

Together-Hand in hand

I want to be the inspiration
That wells up inside you
And the sweet scented tulips
That blossom for you in spring.
I want to be the joy that fills your heart
With simple things I do
And the reason for that smile
That only true love can bring

I want to be the way you shiver
When you hear the special song
And be the sunshine that fills
Your world with warmth and light
The reason for those days when
You think nothing could go wrong
And the reason you will give thanks
When you close your eyes tonight.

I want to be a part of everything
That your heart desires
To be the reason you stand again
If you should fall
To fill your life with love and lust
And all that fuels your passions fire
And to consider you, my love
My greatest blessing of them all.

I want to be your sould secret
Your lover and your friend
To fade into forever with you
Together hand in hand…

Colours of rainbow(to my bestest frnd)

Once in a life time
You will meet that special someone
Who brings out the best in you
Who becomes the meaning of your life
You eat, breathe, talk
Sing, dance, laugh
Dream, smile and live
All because of him
Your very life and existence
Your reason for being here
Becomes clear
That is when you know
That he is the one for you
And without him
Days are just but days
And life is but a word
So when you find that very one
Hold him close
And never let him go
You will find yourself living
Dancing in the colours of the rainbow

You whisper love

You Whisper Love So Tenderly
Toward Horizons In The Distance
The Wind Gently Blows It Here
I Can Feel It In An Instant
As Sunsets Slowly Slip Away
Each Day Just Draws So Near
To That Time The Winds Of Change
Will Gently Bring You Here
My Love For You Is Endless
For Time Cannot Erase
What I Feel Inside My Heart
Exceeds Distance And Space
You Whisper Love So Tenderly
I'll Love You For All Time
I Praise The Lord For The Gift
Of Us
A Blessing So Divine.