Memoirs..

Was walking down memory lane,
Was walking on the beach,
Throttling the feelings of pain,
Keeping doubts out of reach.
Had a look at the sands of time
The hours when time itself stood still,
Could hear distant bells chime,
And I was walking while I still stood still.
Felt the heat of the sun beating,
Could sense an awe that the past left,
Saw the sheath of life fleeting,
Glimpses of what was there were best.

I wish I could...

I'm sitting here, trying to find the right words, to write.
But, between being too tired, and over-thinking tonight;
The words just aren't flowing, as much as I'd like.
I've tried to find the perfect line just for you; Try as I might.
But none of the words I want to use, just seem right.
All I wanted to do is write the perfect poem
For some reason, I have know idea where this is going.
I wish I could write about love taking flight.
Or, about lovers in the passion of the fire light.
Maybe something about the haunting dance of candle-light?
For some reason, the words escape me and the rhythm's just not right.
Maybe I could write about walking on the beach at night?
I'm not sure, how to find, what I'm trying to express.
Or, how to unjumble my thoughts in this poetic mess.
I wish I could write about the moon, love, or passion; I must confess.
Sometimes finding that perfect word is pretty hard, I guess.
I didn't want to give you a blank page of nothing,
I just wish I could write you something.
Something clever that would make you smile, with a sigh.
Or, maybe something that causes a tear from your eye?
Or, maybe I could write something a little naughty, to make you blush?
But, for some reason my mind is all a rush.
I just wanted to find away to profess how I feel about you.
But, I guess this really bad poem is just going to have to do.
I guess, I can try to write something tonite.
Maybe by then I'll be able to get the words just right.

I might disappear!!!

Flying across the sky,
starring through these holes.
I ask myself why?
Where do I go?
Nobody knows who I am,
or who they are?
When you are wearing the masks of life,
you’re like an invisible star.
Because we’re loners,
we can't see one another’s feelings.
Who are you,
who am I?
Can I ask why?
If you can't see through this mask,
how do you know I’m here?
By the time you know,
I might disappear…!!!

Tomorrow brings another day

Lightning crashes as the rain blows,
shadows appear from nowhere.
To dance like ghosts.
You awake to the cries of a child,
to light a candle and go see.
Everyone's sleeping,
and you smile down upon thee.
Smoke from the candle rises up to follow,
slowly behind.
Lightning crashes,
the wind howls loud,
temporarily you are blind.
Candle light flickers,
streams of flowing wax.
As you lay your head to rest, you just know.
Happy to see the candle lit your way,
tommorrow brings another day.

Dedicated to my better half.. On our 3rd Wedding anniversary(15/02/09)!!!

Each day brings so much promise.

Every dawn arrives with a breath of pure love.

Having your hand to hold in mine,

sharing our deepest thoughts.

Memories of your sweetest kisses

carry me through the times we are apart.

Can you remember our very first hug?

Tears of joy and happiness blending into one.

Remember the first kiss?

Seemed so fleeting, yet,

it continues to this day, never to end.

Our first night brought such nervous laughter. ;)

Curious hugs.

Passionate embraces.

Love finding love.

Lovers becoming lost.

Early morning coffee,

sweetened with your kisses.

The morning paper being only something to peek over and around.

Winks and smiles crossing each other's path,

on their way to the intended, as we pretended to be reading.

This love has indeed traveled such a wonderful journey.

We have seen so very much together.

Love allowing each other to see so much more than ever before.

Never forgetting just how much you mean to me.

Knowing you are so wonderful.

So happy you decided to take that chance.

So happy to be in love with you.

So happy to be feeling your love...

Love me

The sound of your voice is like…
A whisper to my ears
Pure and pleasant to hear
The sparkle of your eyes
Are as glitter
Enlightening me.. showing me
True love!!!
The smell of your body
Excites and makes me hunger and
Thirst for thee!!!
Your lips..
Taste as sweet as honey
Touching my very soul
Your touch…
Hot as a burning flame
Seeking to devour me!
Loving me and only meeeeeeee…

On this valentines day...

What does valentines day mean?

Feb 14th is a day everyone has seen...

But between two loving hearts

its more.. many movable parts..

My coffee in the (early!!)morning

The smile on my face, when I look at my ring

A kiss, just because I feel the need..

Your passion so filled with thought and greed

The phone calls.. just because you can

And your help.. just to show you are my man

But to me its my partner and my mate

Who dropped in my life a gift or fate?

My life is yours.. my heart I give

Until we die and while we live!!!

Love you a lot!!!

Psychology of Love (in the month of Lovers day!) By some Psychologist.. I have just put them on my Blog.. Since I felt it would be useful!

# Don't be too good I will miss you.

Don't be too caring, I might like you.

Don't be too sweet, I might fall for you.

It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...

Bottomline : A person who makes me loves him/her is actually a person who loves me more than I love him/her.

# If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for a while.

Bottomline : Time will tell, If he's yours he will come back

# Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" "I'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go..."

Bottomline : Nobody will sympathise a person who constantly let chances passes by without making any efforts to salvage. We normally don't realise how important our loved and closed ones are until they left us, we'll start reminiscences which results misery.

# Love can make you happy although often times it hurts. But love is only special if you give it to which it's worth.

Bottomline : If you found someone who truly appreciates you, He/she deserves more of your love.

# What If someone tells you this: I don't believe in courtship. It's just a waste of time. If I love the person, I'll tell her right away. But for you I will make an exception... just love me now and I'll court you forever...

Bottomline : Love needs time to realise, there might be love at first sight but it takes time to let one gradually discover their affection towards another, miss him/her when he/she is not around, hope to hear from he/she when the person has not written or called.

# It's always better to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge.

Bottomline : Don't give up if you face or think that you have competitors. It's always better to try, if you suceed, the reward is more than you can expect. but if you don't try or don't summon up the courage, you might lose the one you like/love forever...

# The greatest challenge in our life is to find someone who knows our flaws and differences and yet still willingly embraces you with so much love.

Bottomline : Love is a means of self giving and self sacrificing, if he/she knows your flaws and still willing to accept you, continue to like/love you as you are or even more, boy, you are lucky! This person truly deserves your love and affection.

# The spaces between our fingers were created so that another person's fingers could fill them in.

Bottomline : open your heart, let people love you, never Doubt their intentions, sincerity can be felt by the heart.

When you love, it is not for you to be understood but for you To understand; not for you to take but for you to be taken; to listen not to dictate; to sacrifice and not to demand; not to count or measure but to love.

Financial Crunch

It is neither a failed marriage nor a failed affair nor even an ill health

The worst curse a man can have is when he lacks even the basic wealth!

It is the disease that completely damages your self respect sense

As sometimes you are forced to bow down your head only for a few pence

You find it difficult to make ends meet, when others have the world's pleasure

You are hesitant to spend even 10 bucks, as if it represents the world's treasure

You are forced to sell family ornaments, which were in your family for years

Your heart breaks down into pieces, as you bid them goodbye with tears

You approach people for money, with promises of paying it back on time

And fail to do so despite making it your objective prime

People only find your failure to repay their money, but not your honest endeavor to do the same

And they shout and snap at you without feeling an iota of shame

They call you everything from 'thief' to 'cheat', without pausing for a thought

Your failure to repay a debt on time becomes your permanent blot

God, you have given the mankind so many sufferings

So can you please take one of them back, please?

Please ensure that nobody in this world is forced to face any sort of financial crisis

All the sufferings we face present us with pain, dejection and sorrow

But financial crisis is unique, as it carries a huge load of shame, and gives one's self respect sense a huge blow.

Global Financial Crisis

With talk of a global crisis

And recession everywhere

It’s time for us to ask

Do governments really care

Because through many years of hardship

And poverty all around

The politicians told us

There was no money to be found

Yet when the worlds banks

Started to lose control

Our leaders managed to find billions

To dig them out of a hole

And where did this money come from

Those bankers take with glee

From ordinary people

Folk like you and me

So I say to you the people

Now it’s time to get real tough

And tell our countries leaders

That we’ve really had enough

Because there really only is one way

Out of this situationIs for the entire planet earth

To join together as one nation

So let’s destroy poverty

And try to break new ground

By forcing our world leaders

To spread their wealth around